Ignorance.Is.Bliss

~my 'Other' side~

Chelsea Juara Piala F.A!

F.A CUP FINAL
Wembley Stadium

Chelsea Vs Everton
30th May 2009


Kick-off: 10:00 pm (Malaysian time)


Chelsea FC - 2009 F.A Cup Winners

"we are the champion, my friend.. jeng.. jeng..
and we'll keep on fighting 'till the end.. jeng jeng jeng.."

yup. that song by prince sum it up. chelsea is the F.A Cup champion! wooohooo!


finally. after a few years of absentees in the trophy cabinet department, chelsea achieved something this season. you could say it was just a consolation prize or whatever. but it's better than nothing right (sorry liverfool and assenal fans.. hehe..). i mean if your team is in second place BUT win nothing. i would certainly prefer third placing but won a cup.

drogba heads in the equaliser in the 21st minutes.

strangely i was not that nervous watching the game just now. even when everton's louis saha scored the first goal in just 25 seconds! (an f.a cup record. damn..) maybe because i was confident of chelsea lifting the cup. and maybe chelsea still have 89 minutes to catch up.

lampard's trademark gesture as he scored chelsea's 2nd and winning goal.

i was the ONLY person that wore a chelsea shirt in the restaurant. well, i did have second thought because if chelsea loose then there's no place to hide. but i took my chances and boy did i made the right move. i stayed on watching even when the reataurant was nearly empty just to watch the cup final presentations, from players walking to the main stand to lift the cup until the champange bottle burst on the winner's stage on the field. marvellous!

assistant coach, ray wilkins and guus hiddink were the last man standing indeed.

this final masterpiece also coincides with guus hiddink last game incharge of chelsea fc. we all are going to sorely miss guus dearly. he made a huge impact during his tenure not only to the club and supporters, but also to the whole english premier league. and if i may, to the world of football. you could say he's one of the best football manager in the world. one of the few elite manager that every football club would dream to hire. i would certainly call him 'the special one'.

i can sleep in peace tonight. hehe.. oh wish i was there at the stadium. soaking up the wonderful atmosphere. maybe someday.




Rekod Tak Tidur

i officially didn't sleep for more than 34-35 hours!

i don't know why. i just couldn't sleep. kids.. don't do this at home. or anywhere else for that matter. it's bad for your health.

Mata Masih Boleh Bertahan Ni..

it has been over 24 hours. i haven't sleep for more than 24 hours.

gosh.. i can't remember the last time i kept my eyes open this long.

went out around 8am. went home around 2:15pm. cuci pakaian. lipat pakaian. surfing jap. a bit sleepy la but not much.

it's a bit late to sleep now because if i do i might overshoot and miss the final HOME match. between chelsea and blackburn at stamford bridge at 11pm. also the last home game for guus hiddink as chelsea manager.

i'll try my best to stay awake. but already set my alarm clock incase i overslept.

i can do it!.. hopefully.. hehe..

Selamat Pagi Malaysia!

its 6:16 am. sunday morning. i can't get myself to sleep. it's sunday morning for God sake! people wake up late today.

i did try. well i'll just have to stay awake then. good morning everybody.

for those who are still having a beautiful dream right now, i wish your dream will come true. but for those having bad dreams, don't worry. it was just a dream. when you wake up, you'll soon realize everything was just the devil's act.

good morning again to all. just remember, loving and being loved is... all bullshit!! hahaha... just kidding. :-)

Mimpi Mainan Tidur

i had a dream yesterday. and still remember it quite well.

ironically just a few days back i read a q&a article about a dream this fellow had. the answer he get was:

"Mimpi adalah permainan tidur. Kebanyakan daripada mimpi ini berlaku hasil daripada khayalan, imaginasi manusia tentang sesuatu hal dan gambaran yang terdapat padanya sesuatu yang amat diingini atau ditakutinya... Jarang sangat yang berlaku dalam mimpi itu mewakili yang sah ataupun yang sebenar.
...Mimpi-mimpi yang benar ini adalah suatu yang amat jarang berlaku. Kadang-kadangnya dilihat sebagai benar, tetapi jika diteliti sebenarnya ia tidak."

the statement was by dato' dr. haron din.

maybe because of the unexpected message i received last week and all those memories rushing through my head like a waterfall.

thus, maybe the unexpected dream of her was some sort of a continuity of event triggered by something unexpected that maybe would last for some unspecified time. even when we thought a few days has gone by and we should be ok. oh how wrong i am.

i really hate dreams that connects you with your past. in my situation it makes me sadder. because it gives you false feelings.

dreams felt like somewhat real aren't they? i would rather not dream during my sleep. i want an 'empty' sleep. i sleep and then i wake up. nothing in between.

because even a so called happy dreams can make you suffer. suffering equals pain. pain equals sadness.

like dato' haron din said, dreams are rarely the truth. sometimes it felt like the real thing, but when we look closely, it actualy were not.

Nama Pengadil Bongok


his name is TOM HENNING OVREBO. from norway.

this referee was a joke and a thief (spot on bosingwa). but i doubt it. he was no where near a petty thief. he was more like a robber!

i think he should got his ass kicked! damn u ovrebo.. you robbed me and all my fellow chelsea supporters a chance to watch our beloved team lifting the champions league cup!

felt want to smashed your bold head with my hot iron. let it stick on your head and feel the pain we all supporters have to endure. maybe for the rest of our lives.

for all chelsea supporters. remember that name and face. if somehow any of you came across him anywhere, you give him a solid big punch on the face and send my regards to him for being such a stupid fuck.

to mr tom fuck-ing ovrebo.. you called yourself a referee? it really eludes my sane mind that someone as useless incompetent dimwit crazy ass fuck like you could possibly be a uefa referee. let alone refereeing one very very important big game like err lets say, a champions league semi final match?!

you are a joke, a robber and a disgrace to football. you should be banned for life from football. or better yet, you should be banned from EVER touching even a ball!

bongok!

Lagi 2 Minit Je!.. Aaaaaarrgghh!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgghhhhhhhh!!!!!!

so near but yet so far. shiiiiiiiiit.. chelsea was out of champion league final. they were leading 1-0 and suddenly iniesta scored the decisive goal and made it 1-1 for barca to get through to the final in rome because of the away goal rule.

i am so frustrated right now. this is one of those days. it was not meant to be. i mean 2 more minutes!.. 2 fucking minutes!.. felt like want to cry la.. waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

amazing isn't it?... it was just football and the club is not even domestic. but when you like.. err, let me correct myself.. when you LOVE something, doesn't matter what it is or where it came from, it really gets in to you. and you gets in to them.

this is what love can do to you. it can make you fell like heaven and it also can rip your heart apart, stab it repeatedly over and over and over and over with a dagger, then crush it with your feet, jump on it up and down until it become itsy-bitsy tiny pieces finally burn it until it turns to ashes.

aku sedih nie. kecewa.. aku frust la!...

am i dreaming?.. no?.. is this for real? chelsea is not going to the final? say it isn't real!.. say it!!

i have to wait for another year ke?.. betul ke?!.. lame tu. betul ke?..

tidak.. ttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiddaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Selamat Hari Buruh (Selamat Duit Aku.. Hehe..)

first and foremost, i would like to wish all labourer or working people in malaysia a merry happy labour day. it was yesterday so a bit late wishing you all.. sorry eh..

for those who are eligible to pay the income tax, congratulations for executing your responsibilities. you make your country and countrymen (and women) proud! because you people help maintain to keep the road of smaller holes, keep half the street lights bright and ofcourse the green coloured light from the traffic light still working.

and for those who forgot or make-make forgot.. err.. emm.. err.. just pray a lot la, ok.
hey.. i heard prison food not so bad what..

so why was my duit selamat yesterday?.. haaaaaa.... pada suatu petang. dalam perjalanan pulang dari jusco, wa dengan konfiden nye menunggang motor otomatik wa tanpa rasa gundah gulana.

buuuutt.. setelah sampai di suatu simpang dan wa ingin membelok ke kiri, wa dapati trafik telah jem. wa pun terfikir sejenak, "tak kan rodblok kot?"... sebab tak pernah ade rodblok time petang-petang kat lokasi tuh. mesti eksiden nih..

anyway.. jeng jeng jeng.. tetibe wa rase gundah gulana la plak. wa pun berenti parking kat tepi divider dan dengan segera cek rodtax wa (still tak tau rodblok ke eksiden). aaarrgghh!.. roadtax nowhere to be found.. fuck!

make a call to farid. konfem! die lupe nak bagi balik. damn!

so wa maju kan ke depan tengok pesal jem?.. konfem! rodblok JPJ.. whatta fuck!

ape lagi, wa pusing my motor atomatik patah balik ikut walkway tuh guna jalan belakang plak. setelah ikut jalan yang paling jauh dan siap macam penjenayah tengok line clear ke tak, wa berjaya sampai rumah dengan jayanye.. yey!

so wa terpakse tunggu farid balik dari kampung (yup, farid ada kat kampung nye kat nogori sombilan dengan rodtax wa). esok baru balik.

as for the time being naik bas la if want to go far-far.. shit!

still, syukur wa ke hadrat Illahi. selamat duit wa bayar saman.

Confused?

To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.

Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.

Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.

So.. which one is it?!..

To love or to suffer?..

Labels

Blogumulus by Roy Tanck and Amanda Fazani
Add to Technorati Favorites
Add to Technorati Favorites