Presiden Barack Obama

while ironing my shirt for work just now i watched a discussion about barack obama because in a few hours or minutes he will become the first black president of usa. his inauguration is today-well its already 21 jan in Malaysia so kira yesterday malaysian time la-still 20 jan in usa right now.

personally, i think it does not matter who will be the us president because it will not change anything.

don't believe me? well, we'll see in a few years. maybe in a few month. the skin may be of a different colour but what's beneath it are pratically the same thing.

the apple doesn't fall far from the tree they say.

Orang Insurans Bagi

i received 5 diary from the insurans company. 5! 1 i already gave pakcik guard. so there are 4 more in my possession. donno what to do with it yet. maybe give to some friends. tenglok la macam mana.

calender? banyak siot!.. there are maybe lots more back at the storeroom. from islamic. spesis besar sket yang gantung kat dinding.

spesis letak atas meja i got a few.

i think i'm going to put all of it around the house. maybe inside the toilet pun letak. to remind me that time flies fast..

;-)

Kereta Kena Pecah Masuk

i got a call from my mom this morning, while i'm still sound asleep. hehe.. she told me their car was broken into this morning. maybe early morning. damn those thieves!

they stole the cd player, a bag containing my mom's telekong also gone. damn desperate thieves! and made a messed inside the car. not sure what other things that can be stolen. i think only the cd player was a stole-able thing but other than that there's nothing are of any value.

they broke one of the car window. kesian my parent. need to fork out over a hundred bucks to replace it.

those fucking thieves! pray all of you would hit a tree or masuk gaung and die! or drown and eaten by crocodile and die!

takde rezeki i told my mom. sabar je la.

Sepah!

what a mess! there seems to be a lot of work this week.

after 2 weeks of.. cuti.. kerja 2 hari.. cuti lg.. kerja sehari.. weekends.. or simply 10 not-working days in the space of 16 days. so naturally work will pilled up. damn!

still have holiday hangover.

yesterday went to bangi. almost. got briefing for something. but it rained at sri kembangan. took shelter at a restoren mamak just across the commuter station.

sms boss. told him i couldn't come. when the rain stopped i gerak khas pantas balik.

arrived at kepong. rained again. lagi lebat. took shelter, again, in front of maybank. took the opportunity to pay some bills. wait again. couldn't wait the rain to stop. so as soon as reda je, berdesup!.. balik.

clothes all wet. shiet man. nasib baik stokin dan yang inner wear tak basah.

yesterday call mom. talked to haris aka aish. talked gibberish. miss him. today called mom again. talked to haris aka aish again. gibberish all over again. still miss him.

Hidup Untuk Makan?

has anybody, at any one time or any other time, felt empty inside? you wake up one night and suddenly you felt that there was this emptiness in your life. i

t was like, what are your purpose of living right now? what do you live for? where are you going? or what you should be doing now? and the sad thing is, you can't answer all the questions because.. you don't have one.

that was what happened to me yesterday. after i reached home from work i'm so tired i fell asleep quite early around after 7pm and when i woke up around 3 hours later, suddenly, there was this feeling of emptiness.

i felt that i lack a purpose. i just can't quite express what i felt but more or less just like the questions i mentioned earlier.

the feeling followed me through the next wake-up and that was this morning. i barely sleep last night.

i hate that.

God, i really need something right now.. maybe something with a little purpose.

Hadirnya Seorang Insan Ke Dunia

it's official!.. shafy was born. yeeey!.. i'm so excited, happy, glad.. boy i'm reaally glad.. tears of joy i supposed.. ;-)

Alhamdulillah.. a healthy baby boy was born today. i'm not sure what time and the weight but i'm pretty sure about the date though. 2nd january. well, he is one day late of being a new year baby but hey, who cares! the most important thing was, he's ok, mommy's ok, then nothing else matters. (you will still get the present on time ok ;-)

i can't wait to meet the little guy. must be handsome ek.. i have only the best wishes for you. you want to know something shafy? you are one of the luckiest baby in the whole world. why? because you was born to the most wonderful mother i've ever met. a mother that would care for and love you with all her heart. so don't you ever let her down boy.. ever.

so, welcome to the world!

Bayi Tahun Baru?

a new year baby?

i'm not sure because the last news was that the baby hasn't come out yet. i'm all excited! a '1 january' baby! how often do we stumble upon or even knew anyone that was born on 1st january? second to NONE! well, he/she gets to celebrate his/her birthday the earliest every year. it's early in the month where it's easier to get present (because our salary has just been credited in our bank account for a week or so) and the best past is, it's a public holiday! well.. if he/she doesn't live or work in johor, kedah, kelantan, perlis or terengganu.. hehehe..

worried at the same time though. no news until now. worried sick. i hope the baby manage to see the light before midnight. :-) mommy, you can do it! i always pray for the safe delivery of her newborn sweatheart. i pray that everything would be just fine and i can't wait to see both of them. especially the little guy or gal.

is it going to be: shafy-yang suci, murni, bersih; or shafiyyah-bersih, jernih, murni. we'll find out soon.


damn i'm excited!

Lembaran Baru 2009

A New Year..

A New Start..
A New Chapter..
A New Beginning..

Forget The Bad..
Cherished The Good..

-Welcome 2009-

on the stroke of midnight today all of mankind around the world ushered a new beginning. welcome 2009. i believe most of us from all walks of life on earth more or less celebrate this special occasion. some organized a get-together bbq or new year party or doa selamat and some may just enjoying the colourful fireworks from ones home or office or at the roadside or whatever. amid the economic uncertainty forecasted this year, we ushered the new year with renewed hope that somehow there are some good left for us tuck somewhere.


not wanting to be left out alone at home celebrating with my fish, i managed to get a friend who, officially got his plan cancelled last night, and went out to celeberate. we went out around 11pm and the nearest place that had lots and lots of people was of course, the curve. so we rempit there as to avoid the traditionally well-known and very-hated situation called a-bad-ass traffic jam.

damn the turnout was huge! that place was jammed packed with human-but some look like a breed between human and hyenas or something. hmm.. i can hardly be sure. anyway, we walked through the joyus crowd just to sulk up the atmosphere for awhile. i may be forgiven for turning into a pervert that night because skins were everywhere! hehe.. after a while lingering around watching ravelers spraying foams and doing i don't know what, suddenly we heard something exploding in the sky and we knew 2009 has arrived. we were feasted with colourful firewok display with hundreds of people stands in awe, including farid and me, while i tried to take some picture of the colourful explosion with my worn-out hp. damn it's hard!


when the exploding stops we rempit again and went to uptown for some dvds. unluckily, only a ciput of dvd left because they were rushed the day before. so we make do what they have, bought two movies and went home. farid was sleeping over so i was not alone.

all in all, even if i didn't experienced the best celebration, i'm still thankful that somehow i did something and it's better than doing nothing right. :-)

while i was reading a paper today i came across an add from petronas. it really caught my eyes. it wrote:

"lembaran putih bersihmu bagaikan suatu undangan untuk menukilkan iltizam menempuh pelbagai cabaran masa hadapan, berpandukan ikhtibar zaman silam.

untuk menjalani hidup penuh bermakna sebagai satu bangsa dalam satu nusa.

agar kita mencapai cita, menjadi masyarakat yang lebih bijaksana, gagah dan bersatu padu.

dengan semangat yang jitu kita mampu mencorakkan 2009 dan tahun-tahun mendatang menjadi lebih gemilang untuk negara tercinta."

beautifully crafted words. very deep. i couldn't agree more. i really-really pray that this year would be much better than last year for me. a better person. happier than last year. well, wishing all of humanity good luck in everything and God bless all of you.