Hari Malang

today is officially the suckest and most fucked-up day of my work life, to date. i wont forget what happened to me in the boss office. in front of my fellow colleagues. who did he think i am? what do you expect? a messiah? or maybe and angel sent from heaven to save his soul (bonus+increment) from the devil (high budget+area manager) so that the world (damn personal life) can live in peace and harmony?

Fuck you la!!..


im no angel, superman, underdog (the movie), batman, spiderman, hollow man, or whatever fucking superhero that can do a lot of things in a blink of an eye.

what an irony right.. i just "best wishes" him the other day. well, human change.

Kek Hari Jadi

last monday was my boss's birthday. but he was on leave that day. so my assistant boss decided to make a simple birthday cum fathers day celebration the next morning. we had chess cake and nasi lemak. the nasi lemak was good and the blueberry chess cake was even better. secret recipe ma.

best wishes from me boss..

Kung Fu Panda

i always wanted to do a movie review. but as always, also, i didnt have the chance nor time to do it. but today im giving myself a chance AND time to do a short review.



well, where should i start. this movie is AWESOME!!! need i say more. it fun. its funny. its cool. its entertaining. so hurry up. get your tickets now!.. (chewah, macam iklan tv plak) i should get some kind of incentive for doing this you know.

but seriously im having fun watching this movie. :-)

NEXT: The Incredible Hulk

Selamat Hari Bapa

when i woke up this morning. i mean, afternoon (hey.. today is sunday what. give me a break) i received a msg from my mom and my elder sister. my mom wrote

"Takde sorang pun wish bpk FATHERS DAY!!?? Tak ingat ke? Kesian bpk."

shit! today is father's day. i almost forgot! well, i did remember. last month.. hehe.. my sis also remind me of about this special day today. as fast as lightning i immediately (sort of la) send my dad a msg wish him happy fathers day. then around 2pm my dad replied,

"Usha terus dgn keras inshaallah cita2 akan success. t kaseh"

my parent ah, always la, make me wanna cry you know. :-)

anyway, happy father's day to all fathers or fathers would be out there. wish all of you all the best life can give you.

and specially for my father. there are nothing else in this world that could take away my love for you. i couldnt possible repay you what you've done, your sacrifices, your care, your love, everything. you are truly the special one.

thanks for everything.

Mencari Ketenangan

it has been like 3 weeks since i log in to the internet. and it has been 3 weeks since i wrote anything.

a lot has happened. my new life. new job. new pressure. new problems. new everything. but its the same old me.

i went back to my hometown for nearly a week. heaven on earth for me. people say there is no place like home. i couldnt agree more.

home is the place where my mind is in peace. a place for a relaxation. a place where any food cooked by your parent or your siblings are no match anywhere in the world. calm and serene. well, close. but the most important of all, i have my family.

you can call me lucky coz i have a family. the best family. mom dad sisters. all are very supportive. understanding. loving. i couldnt care less about anything else. its my family that i care most.

my mom once replied my massage during a mother's day. she said,

" Must always keep in mind n heart that a MOTHER'S LOVE LAST A LIFETIME.
LUV U 2.
U are all VERY PRECIOUS 2 me."

it really touched me.

friends come and go. but our family should always be there for us. i will always have my family to turn to. whom will be there for me no matter what.

my home is really the place where i can find peace of mind. even though i dont have a lot of friends there. in fact, i only have 1 friend left. but he's married and he has his own family now. so i couldnt possibly 'disturb' him everyday like i used to but once in a while we went out and just lepak and talk about anything. life is good there. wish i can bring my family here. its just a wish.

anyway, now im back to kl. back to my obstacle. back to reality.

life must go on?