Ignorance.Is.Bliss

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one of those boring days... yawn...

Cinta Dalam Hati



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.:Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati:.

Makan Malam Tahunan


last tuesday, 8th april 2008, we had our annual dinner at dewan merdeka, PWTC. everybody was in morning shift and everyone leaves at 6pm coz the event starts at 8pm. well, how do i sum it? crazy, ok and not ok.

the crazy part: i put on a show! yup, you heard me right. well not alone la of course. i dont know what got into me. but suddenly i was involved in it. gosh! until this day i still couldn't believed myself. we did dancing. two songs in fact! can u believe that?
i did make up! arrrghh!!! i wore foundation, compact powder, a bit of lipstick (but not the shiny bright red one la), hairspray, mascara, red colour hair dye! you named it. ive got it all. what have i done?! muahaha!! now i know what being an artist felt like. its just crazy.

this is one in a life time only experience. im having the time of my life.

the ok part: food. the food is quite nice. we had chinese cuisine. soup, veg, fish, prawn. actually one dish was not enough for 10 person per table. but anyway its a nice

the x ok part: at the end of the dinner they promised us music to get jiggy. but to our horror the DJ did nothing. they just played some stupid number with low volume. we tried pleading to them to pls play some music. but all went on deaf ears. those stupid fucking shit DJ's. i am really frustrated coz i've been waiting for it the whole night.

so, the verdict. its a fun night. not entirely perfect but still i enjoyed it very much. some memories are just passing by but some will stay for as long as we can remember.

and this will surely stay.

Separuh Akhir

need i say more? Chelsea managed 2 reach the semi-final stage of ECL. AGAIN! yeah! its 4th apprnce in 5 years. x bad eh? mayb the 4th time lucky. who knws. but hey, hve confidnce. myb ths yr is Chelsea's yr. its the only piece of silverware tht eludes Chelsea, n me! so we'll jst hve 2 wait n c la,k.
i wish my team all the best. n hopefuly lady luck is on our side ths time. agi idup agi ngelaban. n last but x least, bring me tht trophy!

Hidup Chelsea!!

last night i saw a good game. Chelsea vs manchester city. and guess what? Chelsea! Chelsea! long live Chelsea! hehehe..

of course la we win. like usual la kan. muahaha! Chelsea 2-1 man city. poor guys. i mean who the hell,in their correct state of mind, would really think they could win at Stamford Bridge? it has and always been our fortress and stronghold for like, at least 4 year. i think. but anyway, the point is, you can only dream la, winning there. pitty the away team actually. well, anyway...

CHELSEA is the BEST!

Blog Pakai Henpon

i was jst playing wth my hp while watchng arsnl slug thmselve out wth lvrpl at home turf in champn league. so i thght can i
try bloggng usng my hp. n guess wht? I CAN! so, offclly, ths is my 1st post using my hp.

not bad eh?

Pancit

today, i got flat tyre. fuck! no wonder i felt strange while riding. dah nak sampai umah dah. fuck! i thought maybe, well, i can pump some air at the petrol station and go to attend my annual dinner practice. but damn! the hole is big! suddenly there was a second punture that i just realize, exitst, may be, because of that stupid strecth of the road that is fucking uneven, bumpy, and.. like shit man!.

tomorrow i need to get up much much earlier that expected because of this misfortune. tomorrow is my offday for heavens sake! well, thats life. unexpected.

damn!

Kerja Baru?

this afternon i went to get my offer letter from the company that offered me the new job la ofcourse. honestly, im not sure. im not sure if i took the right step. you know, taking this job. crossing career path. going into the unkown for me. i dont know. should i go on with it? i still have a choice to back away la. but..

i need to do something with my life. i dont want to stay at my present environment untill, what, forever?! i have nothing to lose now. i need to improve my life la... arrghh!! i must be brave.. must! i need to leave my comfort zone, that give me nothing, and venture to the unknown and take risk. who knows it might be better. nobody knows. but if i didnt take the first step, i'll never know. right?

gosh! once inside, here's no turning back. god, am i for real?.. it must be, coz if not then im in big troble.

Confused?

To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.

Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.

Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.

So.. which one is it?!..

To love or to suffer?..

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