Suku Ramadhan Lagi

without we realize it, there is 1 more week to go before this holy month ends. how time fly by so fast. and i also realized that things are going to get pretty though really soon. i've been preparing for it this whole month. though for me. or so i thought.

i have plans after raya. yup. plans. for my future. at least economically. when i pray, i prayed to God that i would succeed at least in some area of my life. anything. the good one ofcourse. the things that makes everyone proud of me. it is hard when we do something without support. hopefully i'll get one when the 'plan' should materialize. maybe some people can do things on their own. but i can't. especially when the going gets tough. i need short distance support. i mean someone that i can trust, standing in front of me, pat me in the back, giving his/her never ending support. i can do with long distance i.e my family but they are too far away. i can't do it alone. phetetic isn't it. but that is me. sorry.

i really hope that something "betul-betul jadi'. not merely a thought or a plan or just a short term eagerness. but it all depends. i need to do some research before anything sets off. i need everyone's prayer. pray that something good will eventually happen in my life.

Amin.