Lagi 2 Minit Je!.. Aaaaaarrgghh!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgghhhhhhhh!!!!!!

so near but yet so far. shiiiiiiiiit.. chelsea was out of champion league final. they were leading 1-0 and suddenly iniesta scored the decisive goal and made it 1-1 for barca to get through to the final in rome because of the away goal rule.

i am so frustrated right now. this is one of those days. it was not meant to be. i mean 2 more minutes!.. 2 fucking minutes!.. felt like want to cry la.. waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

amazing isn't it?... it was just football and the club is not even domestic. but when you like.. err, let me correct myself.. when you LOVE something, doesn't matter what it is or where it came from, it really gets in to you. and you gets in to them.

this is what love can do to you. it can make you fell like heaven and it also can rip your heart apart, stab it repeatedly over and over and over and over with a dagger, then crush it with your feet, jump on it up and down until it become itsy-bitsy tiny pieces finally burn it until it turns to ashes.

aku sedih nie. kecewa.. aku frust la!...

am i dreaming?.. no?.. is this for real? chelsea is not going to the final? say it isn't real!.. say it!!

i have to wait for another year ke?.. betul ke?!.. lame tu. betul ke?..

tidak.. ttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiddaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!