Sami Yusuf - Asma Allah

i'm not a very religious person and this entry might be somewhat different from the usual.

BUT i just couldn't help it. this song by sami yusuf really caught my ears *and eyes la of course because it is a music video..duh =)*. it was shared by a friend through fb.

it's awesome dude! *huh.. sungguh tidak religious nye ayat inih*

Selamat Hari Jadi Cik Z

just want to wish you Happy Birthday. May your all of your dreams come true. Just remember, wisdom doesn't necessarily come with age. Sometimes age just shows up all by itself. =)

Siapa Yang Sempurna?

to human is to err?

yet when to err is human. repercussion is severe.

truth been told

when truth hurts it shatters belief and trust. making things less comprehensible yet undeniably true.

what matters most is how to endure and not rationalizing it all. as it goes beyond logic when it comes to the matter of the heart.. trust, belief, habit, anger, desperation, anticipation, love.

the senses that makes us feel.. HUMAN.

i am imperfect. i know.

but i never stop trying to be a better person. i know i could never pleased everybody. but i'm not taking everything for granted either. i've made sacrifices before and i will gladly do it again if necessary.

sometimes.. a sincere heart knows no boundaries, distance nor time. you can only hope your sacrifice will stay in their heart and will always be remembered.

Brrpp.. Alhamdulillah..

see the pic on your right?

that was my juadah berbuka puasa.. hehe.. ;)

it wasn't much but enough la for me. thankfully my housemate got back home so we break fasting together-gether la.. and i also ate 1 curry puff@karipap ajak gave. btw, i'm lucky he was at home because his fiancee balik kampung. if not pun i break fast alone gak.

1st day of fasting. so far so good.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak 1430 Hijrah

today is.. 1st ramadhan 1430H.

it's the time of the year again. the holly month. when muslims around the world fast from dawn until the sun sets. fasting is meant to teach all muslims patience, modesty and spirituality. so all you guys, ready or not *you have no choice* must practice self-refrains from putting any sorts of food into your mouth, chew it n swallow it!.. saya ulangi refrain, tahan, kekang, hindar etc.. ada paham?..

for me, ramadhan month is also like a time machine. because it brings back memories. fond memories during my.. err.. heyday!.. haha..

even if it was years back. i could still remember it like yesterday. the good times. work, friends, loved ones, life as a whole.. ahh.. i can still smell the happiness. life was good at that time. break fast together at work in our backroom or at nearby mamak and there was nobody attending the selling floor!.. haha :) i smile a lot those days.

that was years back.

this year..well.. doesn't aspect it to be much different from last year.

iklan:
one particular funny thing happened after sahur. it made me laugh and really smile from ear to ear.. hahaha.. pagi-pagi subuh dah wat lawak. 1st day pose lak tuh.. ;))

aku ngantok jadi cerah mate tergelak.. :) see what i mean? she is really something isn't she.. ;)

continue:
i really don't care anymore, thinking about what to buy or what to eat for breaking fast. just don't have the excitement anymore. entah-entah i break fast alone today, the 1st day of ramadhan.. huhu.. *because ajak just left to fetch his sis and going to the bazaar*.

but actually i am also thankful. i'm hoping this ramadhan i would smile often... *often, not everytime eh*.. why? ade laaa!.. mane leh g tau!.. abis semua nak suap.. ceh.

last but not least, i would like to take this opportunity to wish my family, friends and all muslims in the world selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan. i pray that all the good deeds we do or did in this holly month will always be blessed by Allah.

ramadhan month is not only a time of worshiping the Al-Mighty, but also a time of reflection. i wish all of you a very good fasting month and always remember... patience is a virtue.. :)

Mengagumi Seseorang

ever heard this lyric?

"mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu"

don't you really hate it when you start to like someone but you just can't do anything about it?

you never believe let alone meeting someone you 'like', online! never happened to you before. but life is already strange enough though.

you never meet her. just pictures on a social networking site. but yet you feel you've known her a long time already. unique and different. she's friendly, intelligent, charming, cute, fun. such a sweet lady. she eases your suffering. she makes you smile. she makes you forget about your dark past *people thought you were crazy!*.. i think the right word is, she's amazing!

but it scares you so much. you're scared of the pain you'll get for liking someone that you can't get. another pain is the last thing you ever want again. you dream bout her but you are not her type! it's really hard enough to find someone that is 'compatible' with you but she just has no feelings for you. enough said.

that's why its better to shut our mouth and just.. enjoy everything as much as you can. you know.. before she.. disappear. sucks isn't it. but the thing is, shutting up is also painful, right?

but its better than making a fool out of yourself and scares her away.

furthermore she likes somebody else already. i mean who are you? she's an angel and you are the devil.

Yang Terakhir

i told a friend. if this is not working. then this would be my last.

no more trying. for a long time.

terima hakikat.

Aku = Loser

bloody loser.

why do i always did the wrong things?.. scared people away.

demmit..

sometimes i don't know what to do with myself anymore. my only intention was just to cheer. but even that was a bad move :(

so sorry.

tried to do the right thing. tried not to sound like a jerk. but i blew it all away. stupid!.. i sucks at these kind of thing.

this is what you get when you are 'polluted'. what ever good your intentions are, you are bound to do mistakes. that mistakes will cost you dearly.

even when you are not the person you once was. even when you are trying hard to improve yourself to be a good person. i want to be good. i really do.

until i found that.. wait.. i am not allowed to search for it. because when ever i found them, i made mistakes again. so the right sentence is, until they are GIVEN to me.

i'm beginning to loose faith. i'm close to stop believing.

Selamat Hari Jadi Syelda

Happy belated Birthday dear.

Chelsea Memang Best!

i am a happy man tonight. why? because i just watched chelsea won the f.a community shield!.. yeeeeeeeyyy!

Blue is the colour, football is the game
We're all together and winning is our aim
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
Cos Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.
-blue is the colour

as always, my heart beat so fast, it could pump my blood out through my eyes, nose and ears. final lah katakan. lawan man utd plak tuh. sape tak nerves beb..

and true enough the game was fantastic. that was what to aspect if you pitted two of the best epl team in a final match. unfortunately though man utd scored first *damn*. but not to worry! carvalho scored the equalizer. then it was lampard's turn to bask in the glory as he scored the second. but rooney made chelsea *and supporters* wait a little bit longer to celebrate when he made it 2-2.

blue is the colour at wembly: right on!

i hate penalties! because chelsea has a reputation of failing *a lot* in the event of a shoot out. but it was not the case this time. and petr cech was brilliant! he stopped gigg and evra's shot and chelsea defeated man utd 4-1 on penalties.

what a great night it was and it still is! *still haven't sunk in from the win :D*


the photos were obtained from sky sports website. for more photos, please click here.