This Is It. Ground '0'.. Life's Journey Has Just Begun.

so this is it. it actually is going to happen.

honestly right now i don't feel a thing. the excitement was, well, gone... hmm, not totally gone. still got a few excitement here and there but now i got a new 'feel'.. nervousness!!.. still cool though.. hehe..

i'd say the right word probably is.. 'worried'. yup. i can keep my head off of things that awaits me on my first day. damn. is my boss ok? colleagues ? what kind of work i do? can i cope? is it for the better? worse?? am i going to enjoy my new life?.. what will happened next? where do i go after this?.. what where who how which?..

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhh!!!...

i am quite anxious right now. not knowing what will happen really frightens me. oh God!

i pray for today is going to be a good day if not for the best. for today will mark the day that my life is start afresh. ground zero.

make or break, there is no turning back. this is it. this is where it all began.

may Allah always be with me. Amin.