Ignorance.Is.Bliss

~my 'Other' side~

This Is It. Ground '0'.. Life's Journey Has Just Begun.

so this is it. it actually is going to happen.

honestly right now i don't feel a thing. the excitement was, well, gone... hmm, not totally gone. still got a few excitement here and there but now i got a new 'feel'.. nervousness!!.. still cool though.. hehe..

i'd say the right word probably is.. 'worried'. yup. i can keep my head off of things that awaits me on my first day. damn. is my boss ok? colleagues ? what kind of work i do? can i cope? is it for the better? worse?? am i going to enjoy my new life?.. what will happened next? where do i go after this?.. what where who how which?..

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhh!!!...

i am quite anxious right now. not knowing what will happen really frightens me. oh God!

i pray for today is going to be a good day if not for the best. for today will mark the day that my life is start afresh. ground zero.

make or break, there is no turning back. this is it. this is where it all began.

may Allah always be with me. Amin.

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Confused?

To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.

Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.

Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.

So.. which one is it?!..

To love or to suffer?..

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