Lahirnya Seorang Puteri

23 april. my mom messaged me at 00:35.

it was a baby girl! well, actually they knew it already. that's the beauty of technology. no element of surprise though.

kak ayu did a cesarean. this time the baby was in good health. infact she is quite heavy. i think around 3.3kg. aish was only 1.7kg but he's premature at that time.

so, now complete lah sepasang. a boy and a girl. i called kak ayu yesterday and she was fine. maybe she will be discharge tomorrow. still no name yet. my sis still working on it.

anyway, congratulations to my sis for her new born baby girl. siap la ko aish, you had your time and it is up. time to manjakan your little sis plak. muahaha..

to baby girl, welcome to the world. make your parent proud of you. don't let them down. i will always pray for your success. make no mistake, this world can be harsh. but i believe you are up to the challenge that awaits you.

hope to see you soon girl!

No. 26

do you know what this is?

ok. let me tell you. this was a jersey CLAIMED to be terry's. sounds like a bull right?.. well, i still can't believe it myself but maybe it's true.

so how in the hell did a jersey so precious (for all chelsea's kipas susah mati) ended up in a friend's house?

the story goes that my friend's housemate (also a chelsea fan) got it during the chelsea tour last year (i also went there too, click the chelsea fc asia tour tag) when terry throw his jersey to the crowd. so basically he was at the right place at the right time.

i just couldn't believe it! so if it was true, than i had officially touch (albeit not wearing it even i wanted to so badly) a real chelsea jersey that the captain wore during a match that i watched!

i mean, it meant a lot for a kipas susah mati like me tau. (alah.. all you jerks out there would also did or said the same thing if it's your team's shirt.. ngaku je lah..)

daaammnn!! dengki aku.. siot ar!.. i want that jersey! aaaarrrgghh!!

thinking of kidnapping it la.. hmm..

"4 Missed Call"

i have been staring at the screen for like eternity, thinking of what are the right words to start this post. and still don't have a clue.

i feel like writing something. i want to write something. i just don't know how to start.

today i felt quite sad actually. partly because i didn't answer a phone call. the irony was that i've been waiting haplessly for it and when it did finally rang, i was unaware of the blaring loud ringtone because i was in a deep fucking 'death' sleep (directly translated from tido mati). fuck! - that is what happen when you just starting to sleep during a time when other people are busy going to work.

the moment i woke up (and saw the missed call) my mood was nowhere to be found. so i started the day with the feeling of.. sadness.

only at somewhere around 5.30pm did i realize that i need to go out from my house. because i'm getting depressed.

i did some lepaking at kepong. managed to socialized with a few friends. clearing my mind of a few things.. for a while. when they started to go home around 8pm, well i should do the same.

on the way, thinking i don't want to pray in a rush i decided to stop by the mosque. i always admire the new kepong mosque. it is so modern and beautiful.

and one thing about praying in a mosque is that the state of calmness you are in. it's so different with praying alone at the comfort of our room everyday.

after prayer i decided to stay for the Yasin recitation. considering tonight was malam jumaat. week in week out i had been reciting it alone in my room, so i guess maybe i need a little change once in a while.

and boy we could really feel the difference doesn't it? the atmosphere, circumstances, mood, situation makes us more calm, serene, down to earth. i think the right word is more "kusyuk".

the imam said doing jemaah or reciting in groups is always better than doing alone. also the chances of our doa being heard are higher than doing it alone. maybe its kind of a teamwork thing. well, you know the concept. don't need to explain in details.

it is really hard when we really miss something or someone. it really gets into you that sometime hopeless is like a best friend, depress is your food and you drink tears. damn!

i asked a lot from God just now (and everyday infact). family, myself, someone. maybe mine were the least listen to but who know. maybe.. just maybe.

i went back home after isyak. still feeling down but better than earlier. so to speak.

i logged on at around after 9pm just now and now its already 1.42am. took more than 4 hours just thinking of what to write. countless minutes of walking around and to many poison smoke inhaled already (i lost count).

hmm.. i think i should sign off for tonight. my eyes are getting tired and sore watching at the screen.

-02:04am-

yours truthfully,

Ulang Tahun Perkahwinan Mak Ayah

years of marriage: 33 years.

this is no april fool. you fool.. hehe.. the marriage was fortunately and definitely true. it was not a hoax. i repeat.. not a hoax.

this is what we called love. it has been that long. why 1st of april? maybe a lot of people wonder. why this date?

well, maybe the date was convenient to them at that time. not sure. but i mean who cares. it's not our culture anyway. only fools celebrate april fool.. haha.. err.. no offense.

i called my father. i asked him what is your secret? he said " kalau salah say sorry". futhermore he said:

" selalu selawat. low profile and selalu usaha.".

he gave me some more advised about work or, more like, his experince in his early working days.

"ambik je mana-mana kerja. jadi security pun tak apa."

"dulu bapak jadi waiter. woih, teruk kerja tu. 24 hours.. shift.." etc etc..(he said something more. i can't remember)

it just shows me that i don't have to look far for an inspiration. an example of hardship, sacrife and the most inportant of all, the will to live.

happy anniversary mom & dad. i wish you all the happiness and hope that your love for each other will always stay strong. even untill the end of time.

may God bless both of you. Amin.

Suasana Majlis Pertunangan Ajak & Linda

finally ajak gave me his engagement photos the other day upon my request. so here they are.

photo session with mom, dad, dad-in-law, mom-in-law, son, daughter, brother-in-law and menantu(s)..

linda and bakal mother-in-law. kontrol nerves..

hantaran dari ajak and the geng.

hantaran dari linda and co.

according from the chief of police, the situation during the ceremony was under control. as above photo evidence suggest it, no outwards incident happened. except for minor trouble by ajak's nephew and niece but nothing serious. overall everything was going smoothly. - reuters

Earth Hour 2009

What the hell was it all about?

well if you want to make a difference, it’s just a simple flick of a switch.


once upon a time, it all began with earth hour 2007. in sydney australia, on the last saturday in march 2007 2.2 million people turned off their lights. why? to show their support for a global mandate for action on climate change.


only a year later in 2008 and this event had become a global movement with up to 50 million people across 35 countries participating. also as symbols of hope for a cause that grows more urgent by the hour.(i read it somewhere in the internet)


so people across the world will turn off their lights and join together in creating the vital conversation about the future of our precious planet.

so during the darkness what should we do? so either you do nothing or you do "something" la. kan dah gelap tuh. buat la "aktiviti" sendiri. lagi mau tanya ka? aiyo..


as a citizen of mother earth, i proudly claimed that i also joined millions of other earth inhibitor yesterday in turning off the lights.

by going to a kenduri kawen after noon. then lepak rumah ayie. then lepak kat mamak.. hehehe.. (because i don't know what to do without electricity for 1 hour) arrived home around nearly 10pm.

even my housemate went out, somewhere. so when no one was at home, no lights were turn on. get it?.. even my family also participated in this noble cause (my mom told me last night). only the tv was on she said. ok la tu kan. even her neighbour support the campaign.

well done humans. cheers!

My Cousin's Akad Nikah

these are the photos of nor (my cousin) after the akad nikah ceremony. my other cousin send it to my mom and my mom send it to me.

guest where her husband came from?.. turkey. yup.. that far..

this world is shrinking don't you think?.. love is interracial and international nowadays.

the wedding reception will be held in august and my parent will attend it too (because i helped bought the flight ticket but using my dad's mastercard).

congratulations!

nor and husband and her mother.

with my uncle and his family.

Makan-makan Kat Rumah Ayie

sorry lah ayie. i know it was kind of late mentioning about the makan-makan at your house. even though it was like a few month back already. you know me.

[click picture to enlarge and read what i wrote.. hehe..]

so here are those moments that i managed to snapped.

the food was delicious bro. and abundant too. father in-law plak yang masak tuh. ape punya menantu. malu la wei.. hehehe.. kalau aku lah kan, essoook nye terus amik kelas belajar masak. muahaha!!...

lek bro. joking-joking eh..

kak anis ada, pak rem, ijad & awek ada. even azuan & wife & baby pun ade.

she is cute isn't she.

a baby girl by the name of melissa nur raisya was born to a proud parent of azuan and mimie. they live just a stone throw away from ayie's house. kira satu taman gak ar.

it was actually a house warming dinner. plus minus. they just moved in to the rented house so they did a sort of mini kenduri.

you know what, it was so worth it. i mean the house. untung betol. why? because it is a double-storey terrace house. with 4 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. a huge living room. only like 15-20 minutes from kl. and the best part is, the rent is only rm450 per month! that's right. i was like, "are you serious? you have to be kidding me?" at first. well, you've got to see it to believe it.

actually it was like my idea of sort. and thanks to azuan also (he rented at the area first). because when he told me his house rent was only rm450/month i immediately told ayie (because he was looking for a house at that time).

with that price in kl? i think the best you can get is a flat with dirty elevator and lots and lots of foreigners (like my house.. hehe..).

Ulang Tahun Namleys

happy anniversary.

Jom Pergi Seremban

you know what, even though seremban is like a stone throw away from klang valley (i mean not that too far la kan) i've never been to that city. infact the only place i have been to in negeri sembilan is port dickson. never the capital.

well, i'm proud to say, finally.. hehe.. but we were not there to jalan-jalan cari makan la. and its for like a few hours only-plus sesat. yup.. me and my two friends were in seremban for some business matter.

then we went back to kl and went to bukit bintang. also business matter. so alang-alang dah sampai, we did some jalan-jalan tengok orang.. hehe..

it has also been a while since i melawat bukit bintang. and i think i've stepped inside the pavillion shop mall for like only the 3rd time since.. as many years!.

even though the place is superbly magnificent but as a middle class malaysian citizen, the only thing i could afford is window shopping. and maybe some j.co donuts at best.

ijad & pak rem were caugh red-handed starring at a chikas walking past us-with her boyfriend.

Abdul Razak Bertunang!

yey!.. finally.. ajak, i'm proud of you man!.. you are a step closer to marriage-hood dawg.

one more friend taking the next step. and today it was ajak's turn. his fiancee is also a friend of mine. ajak said maybe they will reside in kl.

"adil lah", ajak said. why? because ajak is from johor while linda is from kedah. "so dok kl je senang", ajak continued.

anyway, this is just a small step guys. much much more are waiting come december (what i was told).

so anyway, congratulation to both of you.

cheers!

Selamat Hari Jadi Kak Ayu

i have 2 kakak lah. and today is kak ayu's birthday!

ok. lets get it straight here. kak har's birthday was on 17th feb. dad's was on 19th march while kak ayu's birthday is today, 21th march.

so as you can see here, 3 birthdays in 2 month! boleh kering kontang wallet nih. all in the family je. yang wajib. that doesn't count friends lagi. mampoh kawe..

kak ayu with son, aish. now big olredi. this photos was taken when he's still few month old.

as usual i would like to wish my beloved sis a merry happy birthday!.. hehe.. semoga panjang umur dan di murah murah murah kan rezeki. i always pray for your happiness, you and your family.

she is also expecting her second child! aish will have a sis/bro (dunno yet) to bully la.. hehe..

anyway, love you so much and my prayers will always be with you.

Selamat Hari Jadi Hj Adu Sarif

gosh.. today is my dad's birthday. his 60th. he may be old but he is always young at heart!

i'm one of those lucky sons in this world that have one of the most wonderful dad ever. i'm sure all of you out there must have some kind of an idol that you look up to. tun mahathir, pak lah, obama, bush, sudirman, maikel jeksen, mandela, ghandi etc bla bla bla.. i'm sure you all have your own reasons.

but my idol and hero will and always be my father.

janji rock! - this photo was taken a few years back after completing the haj.
(thus explaining the botak thing.)

a very hardworking lad. sometimes i felt like he never stopped working! night and day. just for the sake of his family. and i just can't remember the last time he rotan me!.. hahaha..

on this special occasion i would like to wish my dad a very happy birthday. i want to let you know that i wouldn't want any other dad other than you and because you are the best dad in the whole wide web.. err.. world!

love you so much dad..

Nukilan Dari Rembulan

as i was surfing the net i came across a really interesting post from a blogger named Rembulan and from a blog called Antropologi Cinta.

she's brilliant man. and i thought, damn she has it all figured out. the best advise i've heard or read so far.

for those broken hearted people out there, you won't regret reading this. read on.


Kehilanganku...

Tersentuh..

Sejak berpisah dgn org yg aku kasihi..aku byk pelajari erti hidup yg amat bermakna dlm hidup aku..aku yakin..ada antara kamu yg merasai lebih dari apa yg aku fahami hari ini..tentang perasaan kasih yg tidak ternilai dgn kata2..tentang erti berkongsi tanpa mengira itu dan ini..tentang ketabahan menghadapi ujian setiap hari..tentang menerima setiap perkara yg berlaku ada maksud yg kita tidak ketahui sepenuhnya..(tentang..kekalahan meneruskan cinta yg disemai tanpa rasa jemu…)

Jangan takut…

Cinta masih ada utk kita…

Mungkin bukan hari ini..mungkin bukan tahun ini..walau bila pun masanya..cinta yg bakal hadir utk kita..akan lebih hebat dari yg itu…

Cekal..?

setiap insan yg ingin bangkit semula akan menjadi lebih hebat daripada org2 yg tidak pernah merasai kepayahan..(betul x..?)jadi..jgn bimbang..,)

Apa yg akan jadi hari esok..?

Cubalah hidup tanpa gurauan dari dia..Cubalah menerima kesepian tanpa kehadiran dia..Cuba terima dia bkn milik kamu selama2 nya..Tekadkan dlm hati..kita mampu meneruskan hidup tanpa dia..Hidup ini perlukan kamu utk meneruskan perjalanannya..

Kamu perlu tabah demi hati kamu sendiri…cubalah........

Sepi..?

Aku mengerti..payahnya berpura2 senyum demi yg lain…apapun kamu sedar..masih ada jiwa yg lain perlu kamu jagai..jiwa yg mengambil berat tentang kamu..jgn gentar bila hati x tertanggung kehibaan yg dirasai..kita insan biasa..tiada apa yg perlu dimalukan jika menangisi apa yg terjadi..Cuma..jgn hilangkan siapa kamu yg sebenar…kesepian akan semakin pudar daripada membayangi diri kamu sedikit demi sedikit..

Cemburu..?

tipu jika tiada rasa cemburu bila melihat pasangan yg lain…kenangan yg ada…semuanya seolah2 menghukum kita…kerana mencintai seseorang…(tidak…)itu bukan hukuman utk melemahkan..itulah kekuatan yg diberikan utk kita..kemanisan tidak akan kekal..namun rasanya tetap akan diingati..rasa itulah hadiah utk kita…hadiah yg membuktikan kita berani menjalinkan suatu perkara yg luarbiasa..(cinta..) tiada beza kamu dgn pasangan itu sahabatku…kita sama saja..kita bertemu...dan kita dipisahkan...aku yakin kamu faham maksud ku ini...ingat..
'kehilangan tidak akan kekal utk kita...namun kamu perlu tahu..bersama...tidak menentukan ia akan tetap disitu..'
Ditulis oleh Rembulan

call me sissy, call me fags, call me whatever you want. but i totally agree with her.

totally brilliant dawg.

Ferarri Maranello

nice car eh?.. wrooooong!!.. this is a fucking awesome car dude! look at this baby. damn hot!..
me and chi'gu din spotted this baby while we were wasting our time at one utama last week.


and there she was. looking hot and sexy amid all those attention, camera flashes, touching, rubbing, and imagining.. etc. she looked unperturbed and i think she enjoyed it even more. damn lucky car. i'm a pervert! arrrghhh!...

ops.. my bad. it's a super car. mind you.

look at those big round shinny beautiful rim.. grrr..


look at it. yes.
touch it. yes.
own it. why not. err.. maybe its possible. nothing is impossible right?.. wrong again.

not in a million years dowg.. hahaha..

anyway, damn this car is hot.

Selamat Pengantin Baru - Shamsudin & Ruzita

to my good friend, chi'gu din, as i fondly call him. congratulations on your wedding today. sorry couldn't be there today on the special occasion. you know la kan. but still i'm happy for you.

i wish you all the very best in marriage life. there will be ups and downs la ofcourse but i believe both of you will do fine.

sorry for the pic bro because this is the only pic i've got with both of you in it. i'll update it later when i got the wedding pic from you, k.

so save journey back to kl tomorrow.

why so early some might wonder? because he has an exam on thursday!.. what to do kan bro. hehehe..

nevertheless, wish you and your bride selamat pengantin baru. i pray that you'll both have a wonderful life ahead of you and be a good chi'gu eh.

kalau nakal sangat ko jangan rotan, ko sumbat je dalam stor. muahahah!..
just kidding bro.

till next time. adios!

Seksa

excruciating.

tortured.

bleak.

end?

Selamat Hari Jadi Kak Har!

today i would like to wish my sis haryani a very happy birthday!

thanks for everything. you help me in so many ways that i couldn't possible repay it back. you sacrifice so much and i'm so lucky to have you as my sister and i'm proud to be your brother.

i wish you all the very best in life. through thick and thin i will always be there for you. love you sis.

Ronda-ronda Luar Kotaraya

yesterday din "the cikgu" called me and asked me to accompany him to kajang to survey his wedding invitation card. so we went to a place, kind of like a bus terminal but they have shop lots above it.

seems that we were one hour late when we arrived. so then we went sight seeing to bangi. not to the centre of bangi but just to a shopping complex not far from the bus terminal.. hehe..

i never went there so, don't mind to just wonder around places i haven't been to. lepak at a mamak where the roti nan was not good and the nescafe ais was bad. not recommended.

then suddenly i said " jom gi putrajaya?". din looked at me one kind then he said "ok lah". so we went.

don't really remember when was the last time i went there. for me it was a beautiful and modern place. some people might beg to differ but who cares.

[click picture to enlarge]

first time went praying inside the putrajaya mosque. very beautiful mosque inside out. some renovation ongoing so a bit dusty. but what a magnificent architecture.

it was weekend so a lot of people around, just having a stroll or lepak-lepak with family members, couples, friends. some buses with out of town tourist etc etc..

jealousy creep a bit seeing them having fun. wish that i could be like them someday.

Selamat Hari Jadi Amizuraida

yes.. i still remember. how could i forget. i mean, who in the God d**n world can forget. two days later after your 28th, you finally uttered the magic word.

who could blame you. it's in the stars.

anyway, past aside.. on this special day, i want to wish you a happy birthday.

i wish you all the happiness life can give you. dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. and also i wish you all the best for your future undertakings. i always pray that you will pass with flying colours and finally grasp the scroll that you have always dream of.

i know you will make your family proud. because i know you are one smart and hardworking lady.

take care.