Janji

During one cloudy afternoon i received.

"thanx 4 everything"

but later i saw(that translate to).

"it's just a promise. nothing else. a bait. nothing else. a joke. nothing else."

my heart just drop. like a glass thrown out the window. crashing hard on the pavement. shattered to a million pieces.. it's hard. when you really meant it, do it, sincerely. but who am i to say or even dare to think of something that's not rightfully mine?

do i care? i do care.
do i miss? i do.
do i love?..
i do.. :'-(