Tolonglah..

what's happening to me?. i'm at the lowest point of my life right now. the very end. please help me. anybody. please help me. i don't know what to do :'( this pain. i can't make it go away. it hurts. so very deep. what's happening to my life? i want to be happy. i want to smile. i want to have fun. without this feeling following me around. unless something or someone saves me soon. i don't want to feel like this. i lost everything. i became a loser. now i'm a loser. it seems that everything i touch turns to dust. im slowly giving up. i don't want to give up. but i don't know what to do. i seriously need help.

anyone.
anybody. help me.
:'(