Pasrah

sad.
hurt.
painful.
agonizing.
sucks!

utterly devastated. the more suitable words to sum it all.

this was the champions league cup we're talking here. not some domestic cup. to wait for 5 years for the final was one thing. but to watched them lose-with a sudden death penalty kick-was another thing.

it really was painful. and still is. one kick away to be the champion. one slip and its gone. GONE!

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

i felt really sorry for the lads. they worked so hard for it. especially john terry. i read in the papers that he was inconsolable. he cried from the final whistle blows, in the dressing room, while boarding the team bus.


[JT missed the crucial penalty]

i think lady luck was kidnapped by man utd fan that night. :-)

as for me on why am i so devastated?

1) coz i'm a chelsea fan la of course
2) what ever reasons all chelsea fans around the world gives. same with me.
3) i went to hartamas with my friend (not a chelsea fan but a barca fan that supports man utd that night coz he made a nigger-a chelsea fan-angry while at the gym where he work-out) and watched the whole match from the first whistle till the last spot-kick. and the best part was, we watched it WHILE STANDING FOR THE WHOLE 3 HOURS!

yup.. you heard me. S-T-A-N-D-I-N-G. why? coz its full house that night. mostly man utd fans (around 80%-i think). no seats. no chairs. not a single one available (that was visible to us la) that night.

i felt that my legs were going to explode that night. considering you stand for 3 hours.

was it worth it? yes and no. yes because its the FINAL. no because chelsea LOST. but i'm really proud of the team that night. they played with their heart and soul. mybe next year is chelsea's year.

so. what past is past. there's nothing we could do. we'll just hope for the best for next season. hopefully chelsea will bounce back stronger next season. who ever plays, who ever the coach, manager or assistant manager will be, i just hope that chelsea will win some trophy (if not all!) next season.

there is so much to say, so much to type. hehe.. but i think its enough for tonight. next stop, UERO CUP 2008 here we come!

Germany! Germany! Germany!

~ A Chelsea fan. And always a Chelsea fan! ~